Well I took my temp this morning and it was: 97.42 but Jessamy decided to interrupt my sleep and was crying so I had to get up, deal with him and then went back to bed for a short time before my alarm went off. I took my temp anyway but it definitely isn't right. I would have only had 3 hours of consecutive sleep (barely) before temping today. Because my sleep was grossly interrupted, I took my temp but it isn't right so I discarded it.
So I took the pg test and it was....
possibly/probably negative...?
How's that for vague? :-/
It LOOKS like there could be a light line but I can't tell if it is my eyes or that there really is one. If it IS a positive - it is SUPER light. I'm guessing right now that it is negative and we will see in the next day or two what my body and temps do.
I am somewhat relieved but a bigger part of me is saddened. Somewhere in my heart, I still hope that maybe there is a chance even thought I *KNOW* the timing would create an unbelievably difficult and HUGE challenge in our home and lives. I was hoping just a little that it might be positive. :*( I guess that tomorrow's temps will really give me the clearest picture. If they go down I can expect AF any time (even if she is running late) and if they go up - I am either pg or I am having hormonal issues. I may test again in the am to see if the line is any darker than this morning but ONLY if my temp is the same or goes up. If it goes down, I will save the test for some other crisis (should there be one). I'm not sure if I like that option after all or not.... I'm feeling SO conflicted.... :*(
I'll just continue to update as I have info.
Thanks for your prayers. I have church this a.m. and need to get my butt in the shower. I just wanted to update you before I did.
I hope you have a great Sunday. Thanks for all your kind words and encouragement. You are a great group of women and I feel blessed to know you. *HUGS*
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